This is so fucking boring! I think I'm going to go stark raving mad. I'm going to my room, disturb me and die.

Like the fuck I'm about to sit and wait for death with all of you... Tch.

[Private; Unhackable]

I still don't have any more information. God damn it! I need to find that person, but either he seems to be damned fucking good at hiding, or has some network of false intelligence. The last two contacts have been wrong! Ugh. Useless people.

Lavi, don't come into my room ever again!

Tch. The damned rabbit knows the override for the lock on my door now, and I don't know how to change it. Stay out, or I'll shove Mugen so far up your ass it comes out your throat!

[Private/Unhackable]

My birthday was the same as usual. I locked myself in my room (which is not uncommon at all). Only the damned Rabbit let himself in and saw me... God damn it! Weak and vulnerable and just a fucking mess. Who does he think he is? And then he brings that shit with him... what the fuck did he call it? Moon something. I don't fucking remember. Worst of all I woke up the next morning and he was spooning me! What the fuck? Stay away from me!

[Private/Hackable; only to Lavi and Rufus]

I know the Captain knows what tomorrow is, but I am quite sure he's the only one, unless someone else has been looking at my personnel file. There had better not be any surprises or other shit planned for tomorrow if there are more people who know. I do not celebrate that day, I haven't celebrated it since then, and I do not want to celebrate it. Leave me alone.

Some people would do well to learn to stay the fuck away so they don't end up at the wrong end of a sword. Maybe next time I'll shove an ice dagger up your ass and you'll leave me alone for good!

If anyone bothers me in the next week so help me, you will meet a slow and very painful end.

[Private/Unhackable]

It's been almost five years now. Five years since the night my family was killed, since my fourteenth birthday. I still haven't gotten much information on what happened that night. I did manage to find one of the soldiers and torture a small amount of information out of him before I killed him, but it seems they weren't given any information other than to kill. He had no fucking idea who'd given the order or who they were working for. Fucker. He could rot in Hell, if there was anything left to rot.

Player's Name: Mel/Aby
Player's Journal: nurissa
Player's Contact Info: AIM: Abyssinian56 / MSN: nuriko_no_miko@hotmail.com
Character: Kanda Yuu
Character's Age: 18
Character's Sex: Male
Character's Sexuality: Unknown, most likely nonexistent.
Character's Race: Human
Character's Home World: Earth
Usable Magic, if any: Magically enhanced sword skills, which grants his sword power to cut through surfaces that would be impenetrable to a normal blade, as well as enhanced speed and agility.

He possesses ice magic, which materializes in freezing blasts, ice daggers or defensive walls of ice, among other things. He can also use ice to enchant his sword, which can deal a devastating and freezing blow.

Unlike normal humans, he possesses an unnaturally fast healing ability, as well as a few healing spells which enhance his rapid healing abilities and heal fallen allies in battle (if he so chooses).
Allegiance: Mercenary/Pirate
Fandom: D.Gray-Man
Occupation: bodyguard/assassin
Ship/Current location: The Dulcinea
Background: Kanda was born into a well known family in Tokyo, Japan. The country had embraced the age of space travel and became far more advanced, though still retained the beauty of ages past. There were still ancient temples and shrines, though cars had evolved into flying machines and the city had embraced the sky. On the surface lay the old, more cultural areas, though it was not surprising to find temples atop towering skyscrapers. Houses retained their traditional look, with shoji screens and tatami mats, and as the city grew skyward, more homes were built on the varying tiers to make room for more and more people.

One house in particular, atop a skyscraper in the inner city, belonged to the wealthy Kanda family. They ran a prestigious firm, which had been established generations before, and lived in peace with the other citizens. Kanda’s parents, who had taken over the firm from his grandfather, were known more for their hospitality than for their wealth, and despite their high status, they often entertained guests from far off planets.

Aside from himself, he had one older sister and a younger brother. Despite the fact his parents were often away on business, he loved them dearly, and his sister was in charge of looking after the two younger boys in their absence, so he had developed a very close relationship with her.

The day he turned fourteen, everything had shattered. He’d been away at school, arriving home to celebrate his birthday, but it was not to be. Blood stained the walls and shoji screens and his parents lay dead. It seemed his father had been impaled on a sword and his mother had died protecting his little brother. Her attempt had been in vain. His body was tightly held in her arms, but his head had been severed from his body and lay a few feet away. Tears welled in his eyes and anger boiled inside him. Even if he had learned healing spells in school, they were all useless now.

His sister was not there, so he quickly looked for her, finally finding her in the dojo fighting off the remaining soldiers. She was already badly wounded, barely able to swing a sword and defend herself, her hair had fallen from its tie and blood stained her blue kimono. She barely had time to mouth the word ‘run’ before the soldiers descended on her, tearing her kimono off and each took turns raping her. Frozen, he watched the entire scene, unable to tear his eyes away. He shook his head and summoned an ice dagger and took out two of the soldiers, using another spell to freeze their bodies and his sword to shatter them in to millions of tiny shards. If he could protect even one member of his family, he would. Of the five soldiers gathered, only three remained. Once they had finished with his sister, one soldier shoved his sword through her throat, silencing her forever.

The soldiers then turned their attention to him, blue eyes wide and tears streaming over his cheeks, and stabbed him through the side. He fell, clutching his wound, blood pooling around him. The soldiers, thinking their job done, retreated, looting the house for valuables as they went, killing any servants in their path. That had been their fatal mistake. He’d memorized each of their faces, vowing revenge on his family, and lay silently, chanting healing spells to aid his own enigmatic healing abilities.

Personality: Cold and bitter, with a hot temper and a foul mouth, Kanda is an asshole and he does nothing to prove otherwise. In fact, he likes it that way because it keeps people away. He keeps the world at a distance, remaining distrustful of the people around him. He does things his own way, and if anyone doesn’t like it, that’s their problem. There are so many things he dislikes that it would be easier to make a list of the things he does like (which would be quite short). Don’t dare call him by his first name, he hates it!

It may seem at first glance that he is simply a heartless jerk but he does have feelings, they’re just buried deep beneath the mask he presents to the world. It’s very rare to see a glimpse of those emotions, but on occasion he will show he cares in some odd fashion, and then he’ll proceed to deny it ever happened.